You may have noticed I don't normally come on here anymore, I've been doing alot of jewelry work which I haven't uploaded on here yet, but hopefully will in the near future.
I'm unemployed at the moment which makes everything boring, I have study but even that's boring.
Sometimes I get worried that I won't get a job in the near future, which means I won't be able to move out or start a new life in my own place, which I really do need.
My mother is sick and she's always whinging about the most trivial things, I don't care if she's sick - some of the things she comes up with deserves a smack in the mouth and a lecture about being grateful that it's not life threatening. She makes me so angry.
A week ago I had an anxiety attack which caused me to get really cold and had alot of chest pain, I honestly thought I was having a heart attack. I've been recovering from that and slowly getting back into the gym to lose more weight. I'm now 70kg and have another 5 kg to go before I'm at a weight that is considering ideal for my height etc.
Everything has been rather scary and I hate being uncertain about the future, since I've always spent so much time being uncertain.
Hope y'all are doing well and have fun